The saddest thing, what I was not ready to do, Michelle has given up nursing. She has been fighting with me for a few weeks. She pushes and fidgets and bites. She has no interest. I tried feeding her in quiet places. Tried waiting for her to get tired. She fights.
I don't want too see her hungry. So today, we have switched to formula. Last night we cuddled and said goodbye to nursing. I only cried a little.
It is a good thing. Michelle won't be so cranky. I won't have her attached to me at inconvenient times.
I can wear real bras again. I don't have to wear nursing friendly tops.
I can do this.
But why do they have to grow up so fast?