Thursday, April 26, 2012

When You Should Be Sad, But You're Not


My grandfather passed away a couple of weeks ago. I loved my grandpa and for most of my life we were close. The last few years, due to some issues I had no control over, I had not seen him. I actually didn't actually know where he was for the last 8 months or so

He was 82. He had a pacemaker put in several years ago. His health has been deteriorating for some time. He had broke his hip and they couldn't do the surgery to fix it. So I imagine he was in quite a lot of pain. He had been in and out of the hospital and under a lot of stress.

So when my sister in law called to tell me he had passed, I was happy for him.

I tried to be sad. I really did.

But how could I be sad?

He went somewhere better.

He was with Grandma, who passed away a few years ago.
(25th Wedding Anniversary)


He had no more pain and no more stress.

And he would be with his family for always.

What's so bad about that?

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Wordless Wednesday

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Girls Just Wanna Have Fun
Apple Valley, California
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Friday, March 16, 2012

A Day In The Life

Never Forgotten....

After work one night, as we all left together...

Me: Hey LT, it's 10:00 at night, why are you still wearing your sunglasses?

Lt. Bent: So I can check people out and they won't know. So why don't you just walk in front of me and we can see how they work.

Male Officer: You're going to get filed on LT.

Lt. Bent: Why? You jealous? Go on and walk in front of me instead baby. I am equal opportunity.


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Lt. Bent: So where are you going to be next quarter?

Me: SHU. Ugh. So many penises in the window.

Lt. Bent: I know, and that's just the staff. Lord knows what the inmates will do.


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Last week we lost a good man in a senseless tragedy brought on by one of our own. As we all heal and grieve in our own ways during this time, I'd like to think that Lt. Bent is somewhere amazing, happy, and at peace.

And having a beer with Elvis, watching girls undress.

Enjoy it LT.

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Wordless Wednesday

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The alien has landed, and it's shaped like a cashew.
February 2011


Tuesday, February 28, 2012

33.3333333

We have officially made it through the first part of this baby journey. In just 6 short months, the little bundle of joy will arrive. We are getting ready.

Well, in all of our own special ways.

We get the keys to our new, bigger house on Thursday. After a long process. We were supposed to move in last week, but the house was not ready. It still had a broken window, among other things that were supposed to be repaired. But they told me today it is going to be ready in time. Keep your fingers crossed.

The girls are super excited. Carolynn can't wait to get started decorating the nursery. Catherine is excited about not being the littlest any more.

David has been amazing. No matter what I need, even if it is ice cream at midnight, he is on it. Though the morning sickness has really been minimal compared to both of the girls, if you find me tossing me cookies, you can find David standing right there with tissues and water. He is my hero.

I am doing pretty good. Working is hard. I have never been pregnant and had to work before. But my work is being surprisingly wonderful about this. My assignment this quarter had been in a rather dangerous area. Without me even asking, they offered to move me some place safer. And they have been being great about it. In a few weeks, when the next quarter begins, I am assigned to minimum security women. About as safe as I get.

Like I said before, the morning sickness has been minimal. I only threw up about half a dozen times over all. However, I was nauseous a lot of days. And certain smells made me want to run and hide. (Peanut butter one day, corn flakes another) My little baby bump is just starting to show. I am tired a lot.

I will try and do better at keeping this up. They say the second trimester is easier....

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Happy Valentine's Day

So I was sitting here throwing myself a bit of a pity party. I was on Facebook and Twitter looking at everyone else's fabulous Valentines. Cards and flowers. Bears and chocolates. Diamonds. Fancy dinners out.

But none for me.

This year we just can't afford it. We are moving next week and we need the money. We are expecting some money this week and then we are all set, but to be safe....

Pity party.

Then I remembered....

My love has already given me the best gift ever.

Years of love.

Devotion to the girls.

And this awesome gift of all day nausea, aversion to smells, and clothes that no longer fit.

Despite the crazy, my David loves me. Every day. And I love him.

Best Valentine's Day Gift EVER!


Wednesday, February 01, 2012

Wordless Wednesday

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An Unexpected Surprise
January 2012
Apple Valley, California

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Saturday, December 31, 2011

Auld Lang Syne

Okay, so I missed. I didn't do every day in December. Sorry. I made it through most of it. And now it's over. Tomorrow brings a new year. And for a new year.... Let's give this a try...


I got this from Red Lotus Mama who got from Razing Mayhem who got it from Pintrest...

Anyways, I think I will try it.

Starting tomorrow.

Tonight, Carolynn has her boyfriend Artie visiting. They are playing games and eating food. And waiting for the New Year. I am determined to make it.

Wednesday, December 28, 2011